Best-Laid Plans

This past weekend, we had plans to go to Baltimore for a party celebrating the 60th birthday of Earl, my son's future father-in-law.  Since we didn't want to drive down and back in the dark, we decided to get a hotel room through Hotwire.  We found a good deal at a pet-friendly Westin near the airport, so we booked it, planning to bring Jodie along.  We figured Pax would be OK home alone for 24 hours (although he probably wouldn't be happy about it):

We planned to go down in the afternoon, see the progress on Alex and Ashleigh's house, walk around Ft. McHenry with Christine, and go to a cool salvage store called Housewerks.

Well, we all know what happens to the best-laid plans.  Life gets in the way.

The previous weekend, Jodie ate something nasty on the beach before we could get to her and take whatever dead thing it was away from her.

Four days later, when I went to get her out of her crate first thing in the morning, I was greeted with a mess in her crate.  Whatever she ate gave her a nasty case of uncontrollable diarrhea.  We put her on a limited diet for a couple of days, hoping that by Saturday, she'd be OK.

She wasn't.  And we had no one we could leave her with--all of the potential pet sitters were in Baltimore for the party. So on Saturday morning, we sent our regrets and headed for the vet's office.

Jodie is now completely recovered, so this isn't a post about a really sick dog.  It's also not a post about us feeling sorry for ourselves because we missed a fun party, lost money on a prepaid hotel room, and spent more than $200 at the vet because our dopey Lab ate something she shouldn't have eaten:

It's really just about making the best of an all-around bad deal.

Because in the end, Doug and I had a good weekend.

It was bitter cold here this past weekend, so we lit our gas logs early and kept the fireplace going all day.

I made tomato pepper-jack tomato soup with grilled cheese sandwich croutons.

I baked cookies:

We watched the Ravens beat the Jets and saw our UD alum Joe Flacco throw a great touchdown pass.

I finished sewing a quilt for Brian, Christine's boyfriend:

And I painted the inside of our kitchen hutch with two colors of leftover Annie Sloan Chalk Paint mixed together.  We also changed out the ordinary metal knobs for glass ones from Home Depot:

We also just enjoyed being together all weekend in our cozy little cottage.

Life can be good even when our best-laid plans fall apart.

Apples Aren't Always Red

Back in August I wrote a post about Pat, a dear friend who--despite failing health--was upbeat and happy, signing her emails, "Every day is a blessing."

In that entry, I wrote about visiting Pat with another friend, and I said that next time we wouldn't wait so long to visit her because we never know when it might be the last chance we have.

Sadly, that visit was the last one we had with Pat--she passed away last Friday at her daughter's home surrounded by her family.

Pat's son-in-law Alan, who is a pastor, led the service to celebrate her life yesterday. It was an amazing melange of memories from a life lived to the fullest.  

Alan painted a vivid picture of a woman who was creative and colorful, caring and compassionate. She put clothes and recipes and home decor together in crazy ways.  But her outfits and her concoctions and her decorations always worked despite the unlikely mixtures.

Pat made cheap pizzas out of bread, ketchup, cheese, and oregano for her kids when they were young and she was short on money, and she shared chips and movies in her bed with her grandkids.  She not only lived every moment to the fullest herself, but encouraged everyone around her to do the same.  She gave her grandkids disposable cameras at Longwood Gardens so they would have a record of the day, and she made cards with original watercolor art for her friends and family:

I found this little card in a box on my desk -- Pat had sent it to me at Christmastime two years ago with her new address inside:

For a wedding gift, Pat gave me and Doug a picture frame with a hand-painted mat that now holds our wedding picture:

Pat was a woman who changed her hair color and rearranged her living room furniture as often as she switched out her seasonal wardrobe.  She decorated every square inch of wall space in her home with art, yet could always find room for one more painting.  She made a 1970s condo look like an English country cottage.

Even when she had little herself, Pat always had something to share with those less fortunate.

Tissues were pulled out of pockets when her 21-year-old grandson Turner played the guitar and sang "Morning Has Broken," and laughter filled the room when a guest pastor sang Frank Sinatra's "My Way."

How could we not laugh?  Pat was barely five feet tall, but she "stood tall" and did it her way.  She didn't like complying with doctor's orders or listening to her kids' concerns about her health.  Even well into her 70s, she was still job hunting, including filling out the paperwork to be a post-Katrina FEMA representative. Two years ago, she enrolled in an online dating service. 

Pat delighted in playing pranks on her friends and her family. She once sent a letter to a co-worker, allegedly from the president of the University of Delaware, informing the woman that she had won an award. The letter said that the awards ceremony was scheduled for December 25 and that it would be a potluck dinner so the award winner should bring a dish to share. 

For her famous annual Halloween phone call, Pat would call the grandkids and cackle like a witch. The kids finally took to letting the calls go to voicemail so they could save the messages and share them with their friends. Despite being short of breath most of the time, Pat managed to make the call one last time this past October 31st.

As Alan said at the service, he could go on for hours with anecdotes about his mother-in-law, a woman who lived for today because yesterday was in the past and tomorrow hadn't happened yet.

But for all of us who knew and loved Pat, there is now only the past.  Memories of her will have to be enough.

Rest in peace, Pat. We miss you already.

ImageSmyth

Doug spent 30 years of his life as a machinist at the University of Delaware.  It was a career that chose him more than one that he chose.

Being a machinist paid the bills, but being a photographer fed his soul.

Four years ago, he was offered an opportunity that was too good to pass up.  The dean of engineering, one of the best people either of us has ever worked for, offered to continue paying Doug's final year salary as a machinist before retirement while freeing Doug's time up so he could join the photography staff as a freelancer.

A very successful second career was born, and Doug now collects his state pension, makes some extra money as a freelancer, and, best of all, has the time to take pictures of anything and everything he wants when he's not working for UD.

Now, unless he's cooking, shopping, or mowing the grass, he's seldom without a camera in his hand:

His pictures tell stories of young lives:

and old:

of joy:

and despair:

of pets:

and their people:

Today, Doug reached another milestone in his reborn life as a photographer--he now has his very own website, www.Imagesmyth.com, thanks to the help of my dear friend Jenn's son, Steve. Steve is a budding photographer himself and has gotten some tips from Doug.  Last night, he returned the favor and put his computer wizardry to the task.  Four hours later, Doug's public presence was born.

I hope you'll check it out.

His work is awesome. Yes, I know I'm his wife, but it IS awesome. Really....

Learning from TED.com

Last week, I checked out the TED website in preparation for helping one of our faculty members who has been selected to give a TED talk in 2014.

For those of you who aren't familiar with the TED phenomenon, the subtitle on the website is "Ideas Worth Spreading." The talks cover an amazing array of topics from vulnerability and sustainability to architecture, privacy, and the notion of home.

And they're also addictive.  I intended to watch just one or two to get an idea of what they're about, but after going through six or eight of them, I had to force myself to push them away as if they were a half-eaten box of donuts.

One of the talks struck a particular chord with me.

In "How Great Leaders Inspire Action," Simon Sinek talks about effective marketing--whether we're trying to sell others a product, get them to vote for us, or lead them to a course of action.

Sinek says that we erroneously focus on the "what," when what we should be emphasizing is the "why."

People don't buy what you do, he says. They buy why you do it.

He's so right, and there is a life lesson there.

I thought about the huge house we stayed in at OBX two weeks ago:

It had six bedrooms, six or seven bathrooms, a theatre room, an infinity pool, a hot tub on the waterfront, and a gourmet kitchen with a killer view of Currituck Sound.

But all that was just the "what."

The "why" was being there with wonderful friends and relaxing together in that hot tub.  The why was my husband cooking fabulous meals for everyone in that gourmet kitchen.  The why was watching everyone with a camera try to capture the gorgeous sunsets every night.  The why was all of us coming together to carve and decorate pumpkins for Halloween.

Was it wonderful to do all these things in a beautiful house? Of course.  But without the other people, the house would have been just ... a big house with a pretty view.

I always wanted a beach house myself.  I dreamed about it, but it was a dream that was always out of reach.

Or so I thought.

Until one day, I was looking at a real estate website and saw this:

It didn't look much like the beach house of my dreams then, but it eventually became the beach house of my dreams after Doug and I put a year's worth of hard work into it:

But the reason it fulfilled my dream wasn't the what.

It was the why.

I wanted a beach house so I could take a few steps from my front door and see this:

And this:

And do this:

and this:

And see Doug happily doing this:

And see Pax like this:

It was never about the what.  I didn't need a big fancy beach house with lots of rooms and a $1 million price tag. 

I needed a humble little shack where I could spend lots of time with my husband and our beloved pets relaxing and renewing ourselves in a completely different environment from the one we live in most of the time.

And I'm kind of glad I'm not rich enough to have afforded a big beach house because if I was, I would have missed out on the whole experience of tearing apart a mess and rebuilding something wonderful with Doug. 

So for me, the beach cottage really was always about the why.  

And I think we should always focus on the why when we make decisions about what path to follow, what to buy, which leader to follow....

Because the what is just the what.  The what can leave us feeling empty when it doesn't deliver on its promises.

As Sinek says, Martin Luther King didn't deliver the "I have a plan speech." He delivered the "I have a dream speech."